Today is my birthday.  Last year on this day was scary, as I relayed in Trevor's Birth Story on the "Home" page.  I just can't believe it's been a year today when I first seen Trevor's heartbeat on an ultrasound. It wasn't under the greatest circumstances, but nonetheless, it was magical to see his heart beating with my own two eyes. The first ultrasound I had, I didn't get to see it.  They just told me it was there. But I will ALWAYS remember my birthday as the day I seen for myself, my sweet little miracle.   It's still so fresh on my mind, and seems like just yesterday.  I just love him so much! 

He is getting so heavy that its hard for me to carry him around in his infant seat!  His personality is really showing more each day.  Trevor is an extremely pleasant baby.  Surprisingly, he is also an "easier" baby than either of the girls were.  They were both good, and definately not difficult babies, but it seems like they required much more attention.  Trevor is so happy and content.  He will play by himself for long periods of time, loves to watch TV (I know.....bad habit already LOL), he is a very good eater, loves taking baths, loves riding in the car...he likes EVERYTHING!  I can't think of ONE thing that he doesn't enjoy.  He takes his medicine very easily, and even likes diaper changes!  The only time he ever fusses is when he is sleepy, hungry, or needs a diaper change.  He likes to be talked to a lot, and enjoys being played with, but for the most part he entertains himself because he is so curious about everything going on, whether it's the TV, his baby gym, or just watching and listening to the girls play.  He is just so darn cute!  I definately expected him to be more dependent, but he's not!  As we have all seen before, Trevor likes to do things on his own!  However, when bedtime comes, it's absolutely "Mommy time!"  He has to have me, and only me....and I LOVE it!  But, I think my favorite thing about Trevor right now is when he first wakes up in the morning.  He has the BIGGEST, BRIGHTEST, smile on his face for me every morning.  It's the kind of smile that just melts your heart.  We are SO thankful, and eternally greatful for such a blessing.
 
Trevor turned 8 months old today!  His "adjusted" age is 4 months 2 weeks (the age he would be if he were born at term instead of 14 weeks early).    He is doing so great, and I think about how far he has come.  He truely is a fighter and continues to reach new progress weekly.  His latest venture is saying "Da-da" consitently now. Just in time for Father's Day!  He has said it a few times over the past few weeks, but I think he is now starting to associate the word with the meaning. I have tried endlessly for the past couple of months to get him to say "mama"!  I wanted him to say "Mama" first!  Kayla and Alli both said "Dada" first, so I was trying to break the pattern!  I'm so jealous!  :)  
Anyway, he weighs almost 15lbs now.  I'm not sure of his length because he will never be still long enough for me to get a good measurement.  I will try to measure him tonight while he is asleep. 
As each moth passes, we are still eternally greatful for your thoughts and prayers.  I just can't express enough gratitude and appreciation.   
 
Trevor turned 8 months old today!  His "adjusted" age is 4 months 2 weeks (the age he would be if he were born at term instead of 14 weeks early).    He is doing so great, and I think about how far he has come.  He truely is a fighter and continues to reach new progress weekly.  His latest venture is saying "Da-da" consitently now. Just in time for Father's Day!  He has said it a few times over the past few weeks, but I think he is now starting to associate the word with the meaning. I have tried endlessly for the past couple of months to get him to say "mama"!  I wanted him to say "Mama" first!  Kayla and Alli both said "Dada" first, so I was trying to break the pattern!  I'm so jealous!  :)  
Anyway, he weighs almost 15lbs now.  I'm not sure of his length because he will never be still long enough for me to get a good measurement.  I will try to measure him tonight while he is asleep. 
As each moth passes, we are still eternally greatful for your thoughts and prayers.  I just can't express enough gratitude and appreciation.   
 
That's right!  We have been blessed AGAIN!  Today when the surgeon examined Trevor, he could not find the hernias.  They have receded, and this means NO SURGERY!  I am so overjoyed with this news!  

I have noticed that Trevor is definately weaker on his left side.  His head slumps to the left quite often and when he pushes up during tummy-time, the left side lags lower. This has been going on for a while, but it started concerning me several days ago.  Until then, I just thought I was being a worry-wart.  However, I'm not going to put too much worry into this just yet.  He my just need more time to gain strength.  I will keep a close eye on it and talk with Dr. Worley about having an MRI done to check the status of his brain.  We know that he had a Grade 1 (very mild) intraventricular hemorrhage that resolved, and he was diagnosed with Cystic Periventricular Leukomalacia -but 4 weeks later he was UN DIAGNOSED with it because there was no evidence of it on MRI images.  So, needless to say, this still lingers on my mind.  I am quite certain that everything will be just fine.  God has continued to bless us from the time Trevor was born and still does to this day. 
 

June 1st we took a small family vacation to Glen Rose, Texas (Southwest of Dallas).  We stayed 3 nights and 4 days and had a blast!  We went to Dinosaur World, Dinosaur Valley State Park, and Fossil Rim Safari.  The kids had so much fun, and so did Dennis and I.  It was so nice to get away and not think about anything but having fun.  I really didn't realize how stressful the past year has been, until we got away for a little while.  I guess I never really had time to think about it, which was good.  Anyway, Trevor loves taking road trips, which was good because it took us almost 7 hours to get there.  He slept most of the way and played with the toys on his carseat in between naps and stops to change and feed him.  Our hotel had a pool, a shaded kiddie pool and a hot tub.  He LOVES playing in the water!  The pools were a little cool for him, so he and I hung out in the hot tub (more like a "warm tub" because the temperature was set very low).  He just layed back and watched the bubbles rolling around and blew spit bubbles trying to mimick it.  It was very cute!  I will post a picture of him in his little Nemo swimming trunks, but be forwarned: it's the cutest pic ever! 

He is progressing nicely in terms of physical development, and is still ahead cognitively.  I have been working with him on sitting up, but his back muscles are still a little too weak to hold himself up without support.  I'm not concerned though.  I know in time, he will do it when he is ready.  He is really doing fantastic with baby food.  He eats an entire jar 2 times a day, takes 5oz of formula every 3 hours during the day, and has just recently discovered teething biscuits!  YEP!  He is teething!  He drools constantly and puts his pacifier in his mouth, bites down on it, and then yanks it out.  It must feel good to his little gums when he does that, because he is doing it all the time now.  He weighed a whopping 15lbs today!  The little toot is outgrowing clothes faster than I can buy them!  He is wearing a 6-9months inow, which is appropriate for his age(7.5 months).  He is on the short side, as far as length, but Im sure he will catch up there too.  

He has an appointment with the pediatric surgery team at Texas Children's next Wednesday.  They are going to evaluate his inguinial hernias again, and probably schedule surgery to repair them. They told us 2 months ago that he would need surgery to repair them in the next few months.  They do not seem to bother him at all, in any way.  I am very nervous about him going back into the hospital and having surgery.  We were told it may be possible to do it as an outpatient procedure, depending on their next evaluation, so that's what I'm hoping for.  I just can't stand the idea of him being hospitalized again.  I am also extremely worried about him being under general ansesthesia and being placed on a ventilator again.  He had so much trouble coming off of breathing support when he was in the NICU.  He also had extreme sensitivity to sedatives while in there too, so the anesthesia scares me to death.    I am going to ask a lot of questions and see if it's sensible to wait longer to do the surgery.  We may have to do it now, but I'm definately going to ask if we can wait longer without any consequences.  I feel like I just brought him home yesterday, and the idea of him being taken from me and  cut on again does not sit well with me.  I know that I am being overprotective, but I can't help it.  However, I also know that his doctors know what is medically necessary for him to be healthy, and that is their main goal.  I will post after his appointement and let everyone know what the verdict is.